I Hate Feeling This Alone

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I hate feeling this alone

I hate feeling this alone.
I can’t talk to anyone close because I feel like a burden.
I’m in a dark hole and I can’t see the light this time.
I don’t know where to go.
This all happened so quickly.
I wish I could sleep away this pain.
I feel like it’s suffocating me.
The last time I checked on you, you were doing a good job.
You were on the right track.
Now I don’t know how I’ll feel.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
I can’t imagine going through this again.
I can’t imagine any of it.
I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you.
I know it was a lot to handle.
I don’t know why I did it. I’m a coward.
I’m sorry, I want to come back.
Please come back.
Don’t leave me like this.

I’ll help you, whatever it takes.
The you, is me. Me Is you. Me, Myself and I, a triad of life
And finding self again…

Thoughts & Ideas, Joseph Kravis 🙂

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  1. This hits home. I have been very lonely since I retired and the pandemic hit. I only have a couple friends who text me on occasion. No churchbor school. No rehearsals or gigs. It is really hard to stay motivated. I write down plans for each day so that I have a reason to get out of bed. God has been my friend during these dreadfully quiet days. I live you cuz. Hope to see you soon.

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